I shouldn’t have friends because I’m an annoying idiot who always makes a fool of their self, for example on Friday I got drunk and vomited on myself then got left alone by myself at night and I wandered around for an hour looking for my friends (don’t know if I should call them friends because I don’t hang out with them regularly as much as I’d like to) which was fucking awful. But I still want to go out and do things but no one likes me and not even Kade wants to hang out with me any more.